Life

Yesterday I went out with a few friends, and while we were driving to lunch the driver decided to play chicken with the traffic light, I screamed of course, but my other friend laughingly said that she was ready for it and she knew that he was going to brake. Well in jest or fun yes it is ok for this too, just a little excitement, but I know that you can trust yourself to brake but the brake itself cannot be trusted, it could have failed, it happened to me once and it was damn scary, and anyway I have never found it funny to make a game of our lives. Well that's me I guess, life is precious to me and I have never taken it for granted, even when I was at my lowest low killing myself was never an option!